i accomplished things today, it was refreshing. Though i'm confused as to how my appetite is growing now when i have little money to support it.
I applied for jobs today including (and I swear to God that I have no ulterior motives for this) the liquor store on main. The amount of jobs in this city is pathetic at best. It was either this,... Read More
Picture a parish in a playground
innocent faces in a circle
tiny hands around the edges...
I fret for every gentle moment
with my heart high above their heads
with a billowing diaphram of memories
and i struggle to catch a glimpse of you
as I'm bound as where to hammer this
and i gotta cut away, clear away,
slip away and sever this
Umbilical... Read More
That could be very difficult, what with the drive, and I'm scheduled to see my sister's SPA performance tomorrow night. Where's the justice? I may have to apologize (for phunking with your heart).
"The trouble with dreams is that they don't come true,
and when they do they can't catch up to you"
Oh, E, you and your trouble with dreams. Tonight's conundrum is whether it should be 'that they don't come true' or that 'it's a damn shame that they don't come true'. Some overly vivid dreams lately and I can remember a time not dreaming at... Read More
little known fact: confronting me about my excessive drinking only makes me drink more. Isn't that the very definition of being counter-productive?
I kind of had a reverse day today. For most people, they get up at a reasonable hour, accomplish what they wanted to, and some would even have a drink or two after it at the end of their day. I kind of... Read More
ever wish you could blame your entire day and bad decisions on a piece of expired meat? after a while, if you're depressed enough, you speak only in 90's pop lyrics.
sarcastic Mr. Know-it-all...
and I cry and I beg...
That I've been dying all day long, And singing sad, sad songs, And wishing you were gone...
i'm quite hungover today. listening to the grateful dead, the stones, interpol, and joy division. good shit.
i hate grand forks. nearly every one of my friends here does coke now. or they just stopped for their probation. or they just sold to an undercover agent and rolled on their dealer. the night went very sour until i got drunk and watched the man who... Read More
Do you know what it's like to care too much
'bout someone that you're never gonna get to touch
Hey man now you're really living
I give the lappy back on this coming friday instead of when i thought i had to. I'm in GF at the moment. Seeing friends, being annoyed at my parents lack of air conditioning, and reminding myself why i left.... Read More