What was i thinking marrying a millionaire supermodel scientist?
Friday:
blew stuff up and drank...a lot. I'll have the video up soon hopefully. all depends on how much time i have between two finals this week and my final project for speech. I also give back my laptop shortly so i'll be using only the desktop soon. that'll fuck my shit up for a bit. I'll also be in GF for a couple of days probably starting Sunday. I don't want to stay in GF for too long because if i do then i'll lose my soul again. I'd prefer that i didn't. I got a little off track here aparently... fuck.
Saturday:
went to my friend's place in Casselton and blew stuff up but didn't drink because the place we were at wasn't cool with the idea. So we just got drunk afterwards. Fucking Aftershock, you will be the death of me.
Sunday:
went to Fargo and saw Land of the Dead. Good for a zombie movie and actually pulled off the idea of an intelligent and evolving zombie. it's been done poorly so long that it was refreshing to see it done right. Not to say i didn't have problems with the flick, but that was at least done well. drank at buffalo wild wings too...tasty beer.
monday:
no blowing stuff up and no drinking. i actually passed on a chance to go to the bar tonight... i think the last time i did that i had a final project due in like 9 hours that i hadn't started. Then i ended up going, got drunk, and blacked out while doing it but it was done and i got an A on it.
I'm in a bit of a rut i think. i've felt weird for the last couple of days, part of a depressed self-loathing and anger in no particular direction. I had a major breakup happen several years back around this time that i might not have ever gotten over, which might be why i never really have a good fourth of july (possible, but not probable). Last year was the closest to a good fourth but I still had brook freaking out and driving around EGF trying to find the farm i was drinking at. Little known fact about me: I broke up with brook twice on July 4th... two years in a row.
After all of that, the bombs, the guns, the arguments, the revolution, i think i still miss my kryptonite. It's quite sick.
one more thing...
Dave Thomas agrees... FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE!!
Friday:
blew stuff up and drank...a lot. I'll have the video up soon hopefully. all depends on how much time i have between two finals this week and my final project for speech. I also give back my laptop shortly so i'll be using only the desktop soon. that'll fuck my shit up for a bit. I'll also be in GF for a couple of days probably starting Sunday. I don't want to stay in GF for too long because if i do then i'll lose my soul again. I'd prefer that i didn't. I got a little off track here aparently... fuck.
Saturday:
went to my friend's place in Casselton and blew stuff up but didn't drink because the place we were at wasn't cool with the idea. So we just got drunk afterwards. Fucking Aftershock, you will be the death of me.
Sunday:
went to Fargo and saw Land of the Dead. Good for a zombie movie and actually pulled off the idea of an intelligent and evolving zombie. it's been done poorly so long that it was refreshing to see it done right. Not to say i didn't have problems with the flick, but that was at least done well. drank at buffalo wild wings too...tasty beer.
monday:
no blowing stuff up and no drinking. i actually passed on a chance to go to the bar tonight... i think the last time i did that i had a final project due in like 9 hours that i hadn't started. Then i ended up going, got drunk, and blacked out while doing it but it was done and i got an A on it.
I'm in a bit of a rut i think. i've felt weird for the last couple of days, part of a depressed self-loathing and anger in no particular direction. I had a major breakup happen several years back around this time that i might not have ever gotten over, which might be why i never really have a good fourth of july (possible, but not probable). Last year was the closest to a good fourth but I still had brook freaking out and driving around EGF trying to find the farm i was drinking at. Little known fact about me: I broke up with brook twice on July 4th... two years in a row.
After all of that, the bombs, the guns, the arguments, the revolution, i think i still miss my kryptonite. It's quite sick.
one more thing...
Dave Thomas agrees... FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE!!
I just didn't see that coming.
*hightailing*