tailofdogma

it's days like this i wish i had talent.

http://s32.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=31RQ8OTX0GSBG0F7FWT9INL3YS

my newest creation. nothing re-done here, though i would have liked to re-record a couple of the loops and would have done so if i was still on campus. The name more refers to when it was created... like right now it's 602am.

here i was feeling creative temporarily.

i say goodbye to a friend for a few months tomorrow and say hello to a newer one shortly. the new friend thing i'm kind of wondering about because i will be going back to Valley City shortly to take a couple of summer classes and she'll most likely turn into something more. Hmm...decisions decisions...

speaking of Valley City, the college is screwing me over money for the fucking planetarium show. I now have to register as a vender for the State of North Dakota in order to get my money, and i will be taxed to death. On the plus side I DID name my company Bill Braskey Productions AND my official job, according to the form i just faxed, is "consultant." I think it's business-card time people! Last time i had business cards it was for amazon and the time before that I had NASA ones trying to convince women that i was in the space program. What's sad is that it worked twice... more proof of something in the water in Grand Forks...

Here's to things working out better than they appear!

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i'll go to a party
but i don't really want to
for now i'm sitting out here on my porch
writing in the dark air
listening to my little black cat meow

trying to vent some of the terrible passion
that's coursing through me
something about you
something about spending the afternoon
asleep in your arms

i hate you
fucker