tailofdogma

Few things are more embarrassing than apologizing to your younger brother that lived in the next room while you were in high school, for the loud sex that kept him up. Am I the only one who has had to do this?

Most times you cant hear em talk, other times you can

Went back to my Grandmothers home in Bismarck for Mothers day weekend. Theres a lot Id like to say on this matter but little that I actually will. Though it appears that the only ones that have forgiven me for not going to my Grandfathers funeral are my cousins that just dont know any better. I have my own justifications and reasons, but none are good enough for the rest of the family. And they wonder why I didnt want to go here for thanksgiving. This weekend has been a sobering experience, and not just due to the lack of booze. I miss people, especially in Grand Forks. I woke up this morning in a snuggling position with a pillow thats just not right. But when I go back to Grand Forks Ill be laid up for about a week because of surgery.

Finished most of my projects for the week. I have til Thursday to make something reasonably impressive for my sound productions teacher, just in time to have a final comprehensive test in the class. Turns out I slept through my CIS final on Wednesday. I have to beg for forgiveness to that teacher so I can take it. Even if I dont Ill still have a good grade in the class. I have As and Bs this semester which came as a surprise to me because I didnt think Id do this well in my first semester. Especially with the insane classes that Ive been taking. Yeah, sometimes life turns out okay.

Is it really absence that makes the heart grow fonder, or is it the lack of a better option?

So Im making a mix at the moment, but since Im not making it for anyone special its not turning out the way Id like it to. The mixes I make for specific people turn out a lot better than the ones I make myself Ive noticed.