The following is being written out of hurt and really shows what kind of person I am. Again, I really am an asshole. I just don't show it very often.

i need to stop being jealous of girls and their messing around with guys when I'm not dating the girl in question. I have no claim there, and in fact i'm only a friend with benefits that helped get her to dump her boyfriend. Those months of work are now being enjoyed by others that are just coming out of the woodwork.

further, I try to play cool with all of this random bullshit when in actuality i'm head over heels when i'm in her presence but haven't told her as much because she just got out of a long relationship. Though she might suspect as much... but why tell me when a guy stays over? Frigging cuddle-sluts!

/rant over