Summary of my goodbye party:
drink, sing, drink, drink, drink, sing, get a lapdance, drink, drink, sing, go to friends house, drink, run into people i haven't seen in years, drink, make it home, sleep.
Goodbye Grand Forks, it's been a surreal 22 years. I am so ready to leave and so ready to stay all at the same time... it's enough to make me feel ill. Just like the first step to going was quitting Amazon, now i must tear myself away from a much larger security blanket. I've run the scenarios through my head a dozen times over the past two days as to whats going to happen, problems that are going to come up, obstacles to overcome, kegs to be tapped.
And though i'll smile, laugh, and appear to be confident, i'm about as scared as i've ever been in my life. Everyone please raise your glass! To J-po, Winston Wolf, Joy Division, and simply James. The only non-smoker in history to dive off a bluff after an 89 cent lighter. He finally left after all these years.
drink, sing, drink, drink, drink, sing, get a lapdance, drink, drink, sing, go to friends house, drink, run into people i haven't seen in years, drink, make it home, sleep.
Goodbye Grand Forks, it's been a surreal 22 years. I am so ready to leave and so ready to stay all at the same time... it's enough to make me feel ill. Just like the first step to going was quitting Amazon, now i must tear myself away from a much larger security blanket. I've run the scenarios through my head a dozen times over the past two days as to whats going to happen, problems that are going to come up, obstacles to overcome, kegs to be tapped.
And though i'll smile, laugh, and appear to be confident, i'm about as scared as i've ever been in my life. Everyone please raise your glass! To J-po, Winston Wolf, Joy Division, and simply James. The only non-smoker in history to dive off a bluff after an 89 cent lighter. He finally left after all these years.
southernbelle:
It does suck to leave. I left my hometown when I was 19 to move 4 hours away to a place I had visited twice, and knew only 1 person there. Keep a positive attitude, and you will be fine!! 