tailofdogma

I'm liistening to Jimmy Buffett for fucks sake!
trip canceled due to a conplete lack of funds.

3 days of working, 14 dollars in tips, 0 last night.

I have so many rants to go on about how angry i am and how much i dispise grand forks and how i've made so many mistakes with my life in the past 7 months, but each one makes me more and more depressed and angry. Cass wants to go out to the cities for a couple of days next week but i think the days she mentioned were chrismas eve, christmas day, and the day after... and that doens't really work for me. and I imagine that wouldn't work for the conrad.

i think i'll just take my anger out at my own body... I feel the need and urge to do something extreme and unlike me. I'm so repressed right now that i just want to do something just different. Not sitting this entire week at my fucking computer because i'm broke and have no money for gas to pick people up and do things. I need to shake things up badly and create a mess. Something different than this same wake up and sleep bullshit.


Also, i'm currently taking applications for a cuddler. must have previous experiance, references, etc.
EOE