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tailofdogma

Grand Forks

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Monday Dec 06, 2004

Dec 6, 2004
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i had a flood dream tonight; 3 of the worst hours of my life. It was definately one of the most vivid and powerful dreams i think i've had in years. It started out that they were busing people out of town, but the dream didn't start in grand forks city... it started at the airport so we were running around the tarmac looking for the buses and my mom and i got on the same one though we sat at two completely different sections though i could see her for some reason. i kept sobbing but i didn't know why. I kept asking people for information as to what was happeneing and why it was flooding in December and no one would tell me. I then looked into the back window (i'm a cool kid so i was sitting near the back) only to see my younger brother running after the bus but not reach it. One very weird thing to note is that all of the bus stops were a neon-green color with a black number and then a hollywood actress' name. We drove by the Tara Reid stop right as we left town.

So aparently the destination is Bismarck but i don't see my dad anywhere on the bus and no one else has very many material possessions on them. I keep crying and end on hugging this black girl that doesn't look like anyone i know but she keeps putting my hands on her breast and i keep moving them away and continue to be confused. But i eventually just kind of lie back and accept it as we roll into fargo and the passengers pile out to go to this non-descript grocery store. i walk around with my mom until she goes from the frozen section to somewhere else when Deli from High School catches my eye and we talk for a few second. She then asks if I want to smoke pot with her, to which i say no but she does it in the middle of that section with no shame.

I then run, grab a few things, and the get in line with my mom. Here i finally got some details on the flood: 59 feet was the expected crest but it was at 52 at that time but no details as to why a december flood was happening. So i broke out into tears again. Then some person in line mentioned 'keep the faith.' So i said the following line which makes me more amused than it should: *wipes off tears* Yeah, i had a lot of friends that were in that show or had to help with it and they all really had the same reaction and opinion of it. It was 'man, do i fucking hate this show!'

Then i woke up, had a glass of water, and tried to piece the broken shards of my life together. WTF!!

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This dream is so uniquely Jpo. fair amount of symbolism, interesting cast of charactors, and mention of SPA's absolute hatred of Keep The Faith. I never cried during the flood, i was just kind of numb and it didn't effect us that badly since we only got a few feet of water in the basement. And what's with the Tara Ried bus-stop? I don't even like her and her fucking voice.

Where were you while we were getting high?
Someday you will find me caught beneath the landslide
of a champagne super-nova in the sky

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