tahtonkah

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fear lost fear found
i live like a leash to
a dog
the hook is simple to realease
and i know the pastures
i could roam
the scents
i could comb
like a flea market in north paris
where sun is the only bounty
and fish fry deep in the sky
this ladder eludes me
i tell u
cat where did u go
im here
stop goin
i am not
well
thats what they all say
thats y i am here
cuz i dont beleive anyone
yet if i stabd still
i can feel
the calm lacerations of peace like arms of rain

i remember my lil
bud
niki
he used to hump is dog
giigle with his toungue
out
and show of his happy face to me
devil child
with hot horns
he had fake tatoos
of rolling sontes kiss me mouth
and i remember
he had hbo
and wa sneglected by his mom
and abused by his brother
and his dad owned hotels