tahtonkah

he holds a ladder
forget it
no one cares
i do
yer a cat
forget it
i am gonna tell a story
and this ladder wil l mean somethinfg
a symbol
that will rise
up in the end
k
here we go
i have many fears
many blocks
many ocds
this is to rise above that
and see what is over the hill
u know
u know
so
ujm
this will help u
because it is the transformation metapmorphasis
of nerosis
turned assets
turned heaven
ward
tenth floor
nurses everywhere
sexy
sassy
i wanna fuck em all
they r stangers in glass
though
my mind swims
thru the crazies
rain pattering
ok
so
i am not normal
i am normal
lights out

i am back forget me
how could u
u r me
ok second rung
moves to the third rung
ah yes chapr clown
NO
is a big word in my head
very famous
and widely respected
and foretold
basically a tyrant a lets see
fascist
dictator
implanted by the mother
ship
my mother
wonderful lady
when she means not to be

but fucked me 7 ways till
sunday
is that a sayin
hmmm
emotinally not physically
that scares me

anywyas NO
by the end of this play will become
yes
get it
ok
next
had a dream of the stage last nite it comes
back
like a dog
or a woman
or an angel
and i writhe
n power
and ecstacy
and then fall from grace
my own grace
and eyes turn to stones
to be continued