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Friday Mar 18, 2005

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Idiot trapped in a man's body

I just want to jump out of my body and switch with someone else for a day -- at least once a month, just let me do that.

And it doesn't have to be anyone patricularly good looking or strong. Just something normal, a body that isn't tired all the time or that feels like absolute shit. One that isn't actively engaged in a war against itself with aches and pains. One without the memory of everything that came before it. Let me have one with all the options of life available to it, regardless of having scars or zits, being one skin color or another, having wrinkles, being too fat or too skinny, or having too much hair or too little hair, etc.

I'm tired of being in this body, and I just want a vacation from myself for a bit. I'm not greedy. I'll play the cards I've been dealt. But just for once, let me switch seats for a little bit, to see what it feels like to have a winning hand...





Currently listening to: The Mars Volta - Frances the Mute


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micajah:
Sorry to say "i know what you mean." It comes and goes for me. From Sep. - Dec. i was having anxiety attacks, my knee felt like it did the day I broke it, and i would have little pains in my right kidney.

Maybe your body is telling you to do something. Work on some songs. Take a vacation. Start Kayaking. Something.

Alot of times its stress. And if your like me...you might not even feel stressed. But its there.

My advice is to occupy yourself with something you enjoy.

smile
Mar 17, 2005
dixxxon:
aww, sorry to hear your feelin' down. all i can offer you is a hug. smile or an openhanded slap across the mouth mad . which ever you prefer. wink

the mars volta- im stuck on that song "the widow". good stuff.
Mar 18, 2005

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