to everyone whom i never call or post in your journal, im sorry im a shitty friend. ive just been feeling really antisocial for several months now and have been content to sit alone in my cave/room. outside of firebrand, derceto and the cat, i dont really communicate much with anyone. it doesnt mean i dont like you. im just an ornery, cantankerous, old curmudgeon.
i think its a combination of exhaustion and the fact that for almost 3 years, ive been on the night shift with limited ability to socialize. and well, ive gotten used to it. ive always been a bit of a loner, and since for 3 years ive been by myself for 5 days a week, having to be around people for long periods of time just feels cumbersome, now. its going to be really interesting when i finish school and get a job during daylight and then actually have to be around people again.
i think its a combination of exhaustion and the fact that for almost 3 years, ive been on the night shift with limited ability to socialize. and well, ive gotten used to it. ive always been a bit of a loner, and since for 3 years ive been by myself for 5 days a week, having to be around people for long periods of time just feels cumbersome, now. its going to be really interesting when i finish school and get a job during daylight and then actually have to be around people again.
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deceptiviewfilm:
Yeah...I'm the same way, i go to my cave(which is painted blue) and just veg, but I want to venture out more.
infinity:
you'll probably slowly adjust back to being around people, like the reverse of what happened when you started working nights...
