You smile. You laugh. You're funny and fun. People like you. People enjoy having you around. You make jokes. You make people laugh. You're a good person. At home you drink. You smoke. You remember things past. You hurt. You cry. You wish to forget. You wish for happiness you think you don't deserve. Then you leave the house. You smile. You laugh. People like you. You're funny and fun. No one really knows the pain behind those kind eyes. You hide it well. No one supects the pain you go through. You rather others be happy and help to ensure they are happy. You know no one deserves to feel as you do. So you do what you can to make others days happy and fun. Making them smile and laugh. Inside you hurt. You're sad. You're broken? No one knows. Because you don't let them. You smile. You laugh. You're funny and fun. People like you.
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