I'm taking today pretty slowly.
This morning was fine, but I felt very reluctant to go to work. I knew I would be out of things to do early on, and I ran out of things to do at around 9:30. I have 4 more hours of being bored.
I'm going to go outside for lunch today, even if it is cold or cloudy. I just want to be out there.
I felt really good at one point today, but a little bit ago John started talking to me. I mean I can handle talking to him for like 5 min. but when he starts on his fourth story in a row I just want to scream "shut up". Well that turned my thoughts more toward the negative front and now I'm a little stressed out.
I got permission to take tomorrow and the following Monday off for a "mini" vacation, so I'm feeling really good about that. No matter what happens at work I can just think about this weekend to cheer me up.
I might be hanging out with some old high school friends this weekend at one point. One of which is an ex-girlfriend of mine. I ran it past my girlfriend and she doesn't like the idea, but at the same time she thinks it would be good for me to talk to some of my old friends. I wanted my girlfriend to come along and meet them (also so she wouldn't feel as jealous) but she said she wouldn't feel comfortable.
As I'm typing this I'm slowly starting to feel better. I just want to scream right now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (doesn't feel as good that way)
I think I have a little pent up aggression from somewhere, but I'm not really sure where it comes from. I do know however that John doesn't help.
Anyways I'm going outside now. Hope you all are having a good day.
This morning was fine, but I felt very reluctant to go to work. I knew I would be out of things to do early on, and I ran out of things to do at around 9:30. I have 4 more hours of being bored.
I'm going to go outside for lunch today, even if it is cold or cloudy. I just want to be out there.
I felt really good at one point today, but a little bit ago John started talking to me. I mean I can handle talking to him for like 5 min. but when he starts on his fourth story in a row I just want to scream "shut up". Well that turned my thoughts more toward the negative front and now I'm a little stressed out.
I got permission to take tomorrow and the following Monday off for a "mini" vacation, so I'm feeling really good about that. No matter what happens at work I can just think about this weekend to cheer me up.
I might be hanging out with some old high school friends this weekend at one point. One of which is an ex-girlfriend of mine. I ran it past my girlfriend and she doesn't like the idea, but at the same time she thinks it would be good for me to talk to some of my old friends. I wanted my girlfriend to come along and meet them (also so she wouldn't feel as jealous) but she said she wouldn't feel comfortable.
As I'm typing this I'm slowly starting to feel better. I just want to scream right now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (doesn't feel as good that way)
I think I have a little pent up aggression from somewhere, but I'm not really sure where it comes from. I do know however that John doesn't help.
Anyways I'm going outside now. Hope you all are having a good day.
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luckily none of it stuck.
have fun on your mini vacation. maybe once you've gotten all reacquainted with your old high school friends your girlfriend will feel better about hanging out with the group.