sometimes i feel like i need to feel like a rebel. i started smoking again, and i hope he catches me. it's not even a "bad girl" thing, it's just my thing. i spent the last two months being a toned down, demure, "goody" version of myself. i need to break free.
i started replacing soda with lemonade in my daily life (i still drink soda on occasion when i go out, but not at home), and i've been eating less (only eating when i'm hungry, not because i'm bored or need something in my mouth) and i've lost 4 pounds. go me! unfortunately, i gained about 15 since i left my old job, and i noticed some stretch marks right above my lady area. i'm pretty bummed about that, but i've been putting cocoa butter on it twice a day in hopes it'll at least fade. if not, maybe i'll get a tattoo over it eventually to cover them up.
(that's a pretty old picture. however, my best friend snapped it on video chat via ichat last year and sent it to me. i used to look like that all the time. this year has worn me down, and that look comes pretty rarely.)
i also got a new job, kinda. we'll see how it goes, i start my first shift tomorrow afternoon. i also got an interview with the aspca on tuesday at 11am. please send me good vibes and keep your fingers crossed for me, i'd love to have this job. no, this is basically my dream job.
what's your most prized possession?
i have two. one is a life article from 1941 about leon trotsky during his exile in mexico. there's some fairly rare pictures in it, and the article is amazing. plus, it's in pristine condition. one day i'll get it framed or i'll put it in a binder with page protectors. one of these days.
my second is a currently not in my possession (my cousin borrowed it), but it's an early edition hardcover copy of "the trial" by franz kafka, and contains drawings he did in his journal with the book. i'd KILL for an early edition in german. oh, to dream...
i started replacing soda with lemonade in my daily life (i still drink soda on occasion when i go out, but not at home), and i've been eating less (only eating when i'm hungry, not because i'm bored or need something in my mouth) and i've lost 4 pounds. go me! unfortunately, i gained about 15 since i left my old job, and i noticed some stretch marks right above my lady area. i'm pretty bummed about that, but i've been putting cocoa butter on it twice a day in hopes it'll at least fade. if not, maybe i'll get a tattoo over it eventually to cover them up.
(that's a pretty old picture. however, my best friend snapped it on video chat via ichat last year and sent it to me. i used to look like that all the time. this year has worn me down, and that look comes pretty rarely.)
i also got a new job, kinda. we'll see how it goes, i start my first shift tomorrow afternoon. i also got an interview with the aspca on tuesday at 11am. please send me good vibes and keep your fingers crossed for me, i'd love to have this job. no, this is basically my dream job.
what's your most prized possession?
i have two. one is a life article from 1941 about leon trotsky during his exile in mexico. there's some fairly rare pictures in it, and the article is amazing. plus, it's in pristine condition. one day i'll get it framed or i'll put it in a binder with page protectors. one of these days.
my second is a currently not in my possession (my cousin borrowed it), but it's an early edition hardcover copy of "the trial" by franz kafka, and contains drawings he did in his journal with the book. i'd KILL for an early edition in german. oh, to dream...
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but awesome about losing weight just from not drinking soda. i need to stop.
but most of all i need to stop emotional eating.