tabi

man, i think like 3/4 of williamsburg saw me drunk crying at the metropolitan-lorimer stop last night. this really nice guy just came up to me and gave me a hug and sat with me on the train until i got to my stop.

i've been going tanning the last three days at a tanning salon. they were offering 10 bucks for a week, so i said "why the fuck not" and dragged my translucent white ass in there. i'm noticing a little bit of a difference, but it could just be my bad eyes and positive vibes. either way, as much as i enjoy being white, there's nothing like actually looking like your ethnicity 2 months out of the year.

as per my last entry, the job hunt has begun. if anyone knows of anything relatively 9-5 and pays more than 10/hr in the manhattan area, let me know. waitressing jobs are also more than welcome, granted i can make it to 42nd street before 1:30am, seeing as me moving back to jersey temporarily has become inevitable.

speaking of, unless i can come up with 500$ and pay 1,000$ a month, every month for the next year i'm out of bk. if not, i'll be in new jersey for the rest of july after the 15th and august, then maybe moving to elmhurst queens in september with my friend jon. if not, i'll be on the hunt for someplace new, because you know what? i hate being in jersey.

tonight is an alone night. it's after 12, and i'm sitting here with a cigarette, a packed bowl, and my gamecube begging to come out.