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GET HIGH...

...that boom, that crash, the flash...like an amusement park in the sky, but mother made...not by "man-destroyer": he's a ozone-brick layer with a quick hand to rev up your engine...

...sparks burst and the earth cries: "this world is my land"...land-owner shouts out: "this town ain't big enough for the both us"...AND it's not me who's gonna leave! Heavy sparks and a flash...
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TALK...

...everybody talks while I listen to the "brave" man who round up in jail over having to beat up his ex-room mate for moving away and refusing to pay his half of the rent, to the mother who has been cashed away for taking a trip to Kentucky and her wild experience of the heavy sound of buzzing from some motherfucking bug that she...
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NOT IN LOVE...

...thought that I was in love yesterday...but I woke TODAY or this morning and I can't quite remember what she said: doesn't matter. Life seems OK, but I'm not really loving it...tried to lay out in sun just to smoke a cigarette and everything seemed great until I put out the flame. Forgot to take my vitamins...functioning slow, watching "Fire Walk WIth...
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GETTING BETTER...

...the girl that I thought I lost a long time ago over some stupid moves of mine made me feel better today and I think that I might be able to feel love again...it's been a long time for me: took a while to get over last summer's precious moments, while this girl seems to be patient with me...I'd even call her my...
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INSPIRATIONAL BS...

...And so...I don't really know how to say anything nice no more...

...love, SOMETIMES, seems a bit like interrogation to me: where were you at? were you looking at who? AND did you fool around with X?

...i knew this scheme once before: tragic and poetic...I often dream.

...AND the more that I see, the less that I feel...

...just yesterday felt that...
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3 MORE DAYS...

...WHAT'S GOOD IS THIS: just three more days until the month of May is all over. Never been a good month for me since 2006. Two years in a role, counting. And hopefully it's like what they say about love...the third one's a charm. Just glad that the month is about over.

...AND, nothing good ever becomes of the month of May...
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GUESS I REALLY MANAGED TO KNOW HOW TO SCREW THAT ONE UP...

...the last girl I messed around with just happened to be friends with the "potential" girl that just happened show quite a bit of interest in me: they're going out together on "woman's night" this Saturday...guess I can pretty much wave "goodbye" to the "potential" girl for now, but I'm not really caring...
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OOPS!!!

...and it's an unusual stay at my hometown this weekend. I arrive late to B's place and we're all doing the usual shots of whip-its, drinking cheap suds whilst listening to the newest Portishead...gots to admit: there ain't nothing quite like listening to P's tune "Small" while floating in a big balloon of a nitrous high, especially when the organ kicks in and the...
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merlowe:
Well atleast you got to dump a load in a hot wet place...wish I coulda been there!! On the road to nowhere!!