THE SHOT LIFE...
...SO...IT'S BEEN OVER TWO WEEKS NOW SINCE I'VE BEEN BACK IN CONTACT WITH MY FRIEND WITH "PRIVILEGES" RELATIONSHIP...if you would have asked me a year ago whether this was right or wrong...i probably would have made up some barf of a lie or talked some tongue-in-cheek lingo possibly against the idea...but, then again, last year about this time, i had a real girlfriend, so i had no need for any extra-curricular activities other than the occasional "do-it-yourself" orgasm here and there...she was a castle of my dream of dreams...didn't think anyone that silver-sky bright would ever come into life...so i let a bad night get to me, in turn i scared her away...
...ANYWHO...IT WASN'T LOVE...had it been a "true case of romance" she would have come running back to me in a heartbeat...and it only took this one brown-eyed brunette to finally get me off my kick of red-heads...to give me some respect for Ultrabox as we listened to Gary Numan in the car after our 1st date together...LOVED THIS GIRL MORE THAN MY MUSIC COLLECTION...and would have sold my soul and have the damn CD selection replaced by her...
...HA! BUT IT IS TOO LATE....WAY TOO LATE...and i sometimes think that this ex-girlfriend of mine sold her looks and perfect little body to another breast implant job and is probably riding upon the city...
...YET...this little relationship that i thought for once was true, suddenly ended...
...AND SO...at the old age of 38, finally trying out this "friends with privileges" thing for once with an old friend back from high school...i've gotta admit: it's out working fine...she tells me about her latest boyfriends and i tell her about my latest case of morning wood, AND, it doesn't feel so bad if i'm eying upon another girl...
...PLUS...there is no commitment that she will always be there for me or vice-versa...
...as much as i've already pissed her off on a day to day basis...it's safe to say we will always be together as friends...
...and that's more than a certificate of marriage could sell me.
...SO...IT'S BEEN OVER TWO WEEKS NOW SINCE I'VE BEEN BACK IN CONTACT WITH MY FRIEND WITH "PRIVILEGES" RELATIONSHIP...if you would have asked me a year ago whether this was right or wrong...i probably would have made up some barf of a lie or talked some tongue-in-cheek lingo possibly against the idea...but, then again, last year about this time, i had a real girlfriend, so i had no need for any extra-curricular activities other than the occasional "do-it-yourself" orgasm here and there...she was a castle of my dream of dreams...didn't think anyone that silver-sky bright would ever come into life...so i let a bad night get to me, in turn i scared her away...
...ANYWHO...IT WASN'T LOVE...had it been a "true case of romance" she would have come running back to me in a heartbeat...and it only took this one brown-eyed brunette to finally get me off my kick of red-heads...to give me some respect for Ultrabox as we listened to Gary Numan in the car after our 1st date together...LOVED THIS GIRL MORE THAN MY MUSIC COLLECTION...and would have sold my soul and have the damn CD selection replaced by her...
...HA! BUT IT IS TOO LATE....WAY TOO LATE...and i sometimes think that this ex-girlfriend of mine sold her looks and perfect little body to another breast implant job and is probably riding upon the city...
...YET...this little relationship that i thought for once was true, suddenly ended...
...AND SO...at the old age of 38, finally trying out this "friends with privileges" thing for once with an old friend back from high school...i've gotta admit: it's out working fine...she tells me about her latest boyfriends and i tell her about my latest case of morning wood, AND, it doesn't feel so bad if i'm eying upon another girl...
...PLUS...there is no commitment that she will always be there for me or vice-versa...
...as much as i've already pissed her off on a day to day basis...it's safe to say we will always be together as friends...
...and that's more than a certificate of marriage could sell me.