WITHDRAWN/EMPTY...
...AUGUST BLOWS A BLACK WIND...like i needle drawn to my curved spine......i awoke to the blue ice pain just the other day in the center of my back...was thinking it was the final curtain call...but, found myself feeling pretty much in the same shape when i got up the next day...
...a little bit strange...when i felt that i was finally being hung for my "wrong ways" of living...too many stains in lungs from inhaling with too many spots around my liver from living too much, so i listened to Joy Division's requiem as my own silent departure from this earth (with the thought that i was possibly dying)...
...like Ian Curtis...wish it were the easy to cash my life out...some pains you tend to get used to, while the other hurt tends to drive your mind hanging wild...
...as much as i can relate with those final words that left the shit-stains inside that final pair of Curtis's underwear....something is still holding on to the string to keep me holding on, somewhere...
...i just don't get it...feeling like i should have been dead a long time ago...
...AUGUST BLOWS A BLACK WIND...like i needle drawn to my curved spine......i awoke to the blue ice pain just the other day in the center of my back...was thinking it was the final curtain call...but, found myself feeling pretty much in the same shape when i got up the next day...
...a little bit strange...when i felt that i was finally being hung for my "wrong ways" of living...too many stains in lungs from inhaling with too many spots around my liver from living too much, so i listened to Joy Division's requiem as my own silent departure from this earth (with the thought that i was possibly dying)...
...like Ian Curtis...wish it were the easy to cash my life out...some pains you tend to get used to, while the other hurt tends to drive your mind hanging wild...
...as much as i can relate with those final words that left the shit-stains inside that final pair of Curtis's underwear....something is still holding on to the string to keep me holding on, somewhere...
...i just don't get it...feeling like i should have been dead a long time ago...