THIS IS...
...december 27th on an early sunday morning/late saturday nite...who really cares when this was written or any bit of trivia concerning the date...it was written, so by the time anyone reads it, it will remain as a historical display of fonts that read words available enough to spell out a scenario...
...the main course: it was the holiday weekend...what some religious folk observe as Christmas day was break up day for me...7 months of what seemed like nirvana to me when we were together...
yes...heartbroken...
yes...so blue...i could be hung up on someone's wall for a quite nifty display of lights...
Angry?!? yes! Indeed mad!
...but, no...never cheated on her...never hit her (only smacked her on the butt when we was having bed-fun)...i collapsed one night after she was down...said the wrong words and she was gone.
TRIED TO MAKE THE BREAK UP DAY BETTER THAN ALL THE REST...
...so i stayed away from alcohol until now...spent time with my friends...couldn't talk much with the splinter in my head...but my lesbian friend came around...and got to pout to her about being kicked in the dirt and how i never EVER quite understand how some turn to god for forgiveness...
...how's peace ever gonna be made when we can't even turn to each other face to face and ask our own sister, brother, or ex-lover to forgive us for our mistakes?
...if we's all here for a reason and depend on a god to save us from our mischievous ways...why look upon ourselves to save each other on this earth?
...december 27th on an early sunday morning/late saturday nite...who really cares when this was written or any bit of trivia concerning the date...it was written, so by the time anyone reads it, it will remain as a historical display of fonts that read words available enough to spell out a scenario...
...the main course: it was the holiday weekend...what some religious folk observe as Christmas day was break up day for me...7 months of what seemed like nirvana to me when we were together...
yes...heartbroken...
yes...so blue...i could be hung up on someone's wall for a quite nifty display of lights...
Angry?!? yes! Indeed mad!
...but, no...never cheated on her...never hit her (only smacked her on the butt when we was having bed-fun)...i collapsed one night after she was down...said the wrong words and she was gone.
TRIED TO MAKE THE BREAK UP DAY BETTER THAN ALL THE REST...
...so i stayed away from alcohol until now...spent time with my friends...couldn't talk much with the splinter in my head...but my lesbian friend came around...and got to pout to her about being kicked in the dirt and how i never EVER quite understand how some turn to god for forgiveness...
...how's peace ever gonna be made when we can't even turn to each other face to face and ask our own sister, brother, or ex-lover to forgive us for our mistakes?
...if we's all here for a reason and depend on a god to save us from our mischievous ways...why look upon ourselves to save each other on this earth?