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2010--LIFE ALL OVER AGAIN...

...so when you're down and feeling the earth peel from beneath...you resort to old habits...the shit music that they play in grocery stores begins to eat away at your nerves while you snarl at every freakin' happy couple you make eye contact with and pray to buddha...this is not the end...

...and so...instead of the old routine of not listening to...
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LIFE AFTER BREAK-UP 2010...

...still living/breathing after the worse I figured to happen happened. we are still text messaging each other like nothing ever happened, yet we're still not together physically.

,,,it hurts, yet it's better than nothing.

...think this all serves a lesson in love: in life you forgive.

...the only way you'll ever know is when you wake up tomorrow feeling better than...
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THE BETTER DAYS...

...the new years this time around was gentle enough...marks a week's anniversary of the girl i was seeing 7 months straight up til this past xmas when everything suddenly went haywire...and after 7 months straight of never getting into a fight, our first rumble together led to our break-up...

...strange how her sudden dismissal of my every being over one bad night...
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THIS IS...

...december 27th on an early sunday morning/late saturday nite...who really cares when this was written or any bit of trivia concerning the date...it was written, so by the time anyone reads it, it will remain as a historical display of fonts that read words available enough to spell out a scenario...

...the main course: it was the holiday weekend...what some religious folk observe...
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RANDOM THOUGHTS AT 4 AM...

...i miss the trait of personality...

...the Damned have gotten better within age..just listen to Dave Vanian's vocals on Who's Paranoid? and try to complete a full sentence afterward...it's merely Captain Sensible...as indecent as the Black Album...

...is the earth becoming flat or has the population grown rounder?

...the flat are becoming more earth so her species can fit around...
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Wowser! Back on here for a while or maybe longer...thanks to some anonymous friendly gift-giver, or maybe it's just a cool little teaser promotional offer SG is doing to invigorate my senses to explore the unique "other world."

Ha! Have to admit, i do sort of miss this spot! Unlike the other sites where i blog a line or two...i like the unlimited sense of...
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THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRLS IN THE WORLD SMOKE CIGARS...

...sometimes think that there is something very beat about john cougar...don't really own any of his records on cd...but sometimes i don't mind his music...he has an interesting face to look at, but he's no bob dylan even when rolling stone still casts his picture every now and then to let people know that he's still...
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merlowe:
Immmmmm Back and glad to see you still giving us all you got!!
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LAVA LAMPS, THE DAMNED AND MY LAMENT TO SG?

...i sometimes enjoy the negativity that comes with being broke on these blue ash fridays, hooked on the stale air of another bud smashed, leaving its black trail of smudged death footprints on bruised glass: her beautiful painted lips that kissed upon this pulsing ache of heart-race...a night of purple flashing sex with those green eyes...
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PORN WASTED...

...one side exposed per frame...purple it slides...a dressed lion full of hercules motion...AND man into man...she is woman. she is too man to display her emotions in this pap-smear fantasy of mine...slapping about as i discover the lotion spread loose upon my fingers...a fast jerk-off, lubricated to increase the slide so that i can get off...blue like sky dreams and wild like diamonds...the...
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A THOUSAND WORMS....



...all blue paint comes alive when i'm circling around like little brush strokes...dreaming of a dinner smashed up like saltines...fed to the birds like a fresh flesh bite of worms in the earth's fresh vagina...i am just coming in...drifting about the tank world...swimming away...a sperm.

i am thirty something...never had a girl-friend...those girls that i held naked were just a bunch of...
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THE REST OF THE LETTERS ARE TRASH...

to a girl i will always care for:
"...you came to me here, i didn't come to you. you didn't know what all i was going through. i should have just kept it hushed, but i'm not a good liar. was grateful when you accepted my friendship here...would be a true shit-head if i were to just throw...
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SOMEWHERE BETWEEN KEROUAC AND BUKOWSKI...

...always snubbed the "fine literature"...dammit...boogie, what's fine is just dandy...like, when it sounds like it's projected on the walls, not like mad-man graffiti, but the suburban hoax pasted on billboards of family time spent jammed on the highway packed with sunday moms and cracker-box dads where every word sounds like it was filtered through walt disney land...


...and peace talks...
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