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WHY I LOVE MY GOOD FRIEND 'T':

...she has crap taste in music and really hates my listening choice as well...she hates guys that have long side-burns with short-hair, I hate girls that have red-hair who try to hide it by dying the freakin' hell out it...she hates my style in clothing because I tend to hate bright colors wear mostly black t-shirts...doesn't approve of...
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LOTS OF BEANS & QUESIDILLAS...

...so, been trying to get by with the cheapest means of living as of lately. Thanks to a few of my friends here & there...figured next week I'll settle with the entry level job for now, just so I's can be making some bucks, hate the idea of sitting on my bum-bum and collecting unemployment whilst looking for that "perfect...
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A DAY ABOUT NOTHING...

....spent around two hours of doing nothing this Thursday...sent out two resumes, drank lots of coffee, smoked lots of roll-it-your own cigarettes and read some Bukowski...

....tired of talking all of this professional BS, I'm taking a short-time job in a warehouse just down the road becuz I'm not good at selling myself and desperately need a job to focus more...
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merlowe:
AWWW you are lucky my friend...
You are having trouble selling yourself, simply because you know deep in your heart, that you "Are NOT for SALE!!"
your writing is alluring and HOT so please don't feel guilty for taking a blue collar position so you can spend more time writing, thinking and drinking..This world will be a better place because of that ,,NOT because you get to wear a white collar and kiss ass for the MAN..
I wish you the best of luck luv..and just know "I am your friend also"
Merlowe ARRR!!!
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A DAY IN THE LEARNING...

...SO...its pretty much been a two-day lesson for me to teach myself Excel (with the help of Microsoft's online tutorial)...tends to be the program you most need when trying to land the office job as a paralegal. So, I spent the last two days in trying to endure the boredom of exploring the non-cosmic realms of the Microsoft friendly lessons......
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gatsby:
hey mister. what do you write?
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THE BLAH DAY...

...I awoke today at three p.m in the afternoon thanks to another "potential employer" that wants to strip me of my talents...it's OK, I got used to life before it got used to me and put me to sleep since the age of five...

...Mother's day was great for telling stories...how I used to throw my body down and kick at the...
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vivian:
Hope you feel better
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...FORTY-ONE BUCKS TO FILL UP THE TANK TONIGHT...and that was only 11 gallons at the price of a carton of cigarettes and a pack of gum (don't know, don't chew gum--sentence didn't sound complete)...

...SPEAKING OF CIGARETTES...I'm trying to play this whole crapped-out economy game right...so it's back to RYI (roll it yourself) cigarettes...hells, if I have the time to burn em'--I'll find the time...
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My review of the latest Portishead "Third"...

..I've waited a good solid week of listening to the new Portishead "Third" before diving into the review. That's to say, its been almost a non-stop solid listen for me...while I'm finding it be a rather difficult task to eject from the CD player...hasn't been since the release of Radiohead's "Kida" that I've found anything quite as artistically...
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PRODUCT PLACEMENT...

...HELLO HARD TIMES...still haven't found a job...to stare at this computer for too long= feeling as dull as parchment paper looks...

...5 interviews this week, three of them were non-sense "do it yourself" like late night TV "make money" ads...the other two that seemed like "real" income: felt like I fumbled a bit and hate being walked out the door in silence...

...and...
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ONLY IN OHIO...

...went to the gas station tonight to pick up 3 packs of Pall Mall red 100's with the "through the window" sort of biz that happens after midnight and my credit card gets jammed through the slot and the cashier is cool enough to at least laugh about it, I suppose...

...and so, drunk lady stumbles around me as I'm waiting for...
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INTERVIEW BLUES...

...5 interviews this week so far...SCAM, SCAM, SCAM! Round up with a hang-over by 6 p.m. with the success rate of 0...and so, I goes and I dress-up in big expensive suit and tie and I actually look rather rape-worthy as I notice quite a few eyes on me today and it just makes me nervous like Joe Cocker shakes...

...1st interview goes...
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merlowe:
I am preety much excluded from financial institutions simply because of my credit worthiness or lack there of ..I hate how looking for a job somehow turns into a job!
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BETTER DAYS...

...had to resign on this posting, just found out that a good friend of mine tried to commit suicide, while she's the only voice that's keeping me alive these days (wish she knew it)...

Anyways...had more positive things to say, but screw it...

Buy the new Portishead and be happy or sad, whatever...