NOT IN LOVE...
...thought that I was in love yesterday...but I woke TODAY or this morning and I can't quite remember what she said: doesn't matter. Life seems OK, but I'm not really loving it...tried to lay out in sun just to smoke a cigarette and everything seemed great until I put out the flame. Forgot to take my vitamins...functioning slow, watching "Fire Walk WIth...
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...thought that I was in love yesterday...but I woke TODAY or this morning and I can't quite remember what she said: doesn't matter. Life seems OK, but I'm not really loving it...tried to lay out in sun just to smoke a cigarette and everything seemed great until I put out the flame. Forgot to take my vitamins...functioning slow, watching "Fire Walk WIth...
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GETTING BETTER...
...the girl that I thought I lost a long time ago over some stupid moves of mine made me feel better today and I think that I might be able to feel love again...it's been a long time for me: took a while to get over last summer's precious moments, while this girl seems to be patient with me...I'd even call her my...
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...the girl that I thought I lost a long time ago over some stupid moves of mine made me feel better today and I think that I might be able to feel love again...it's been a long time for me: took a while to get over last summer's precious moments, while this girl seems to be patient with me...I'd even call her my...
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INSPIRATIONAL BS...
...And so...I don't really know how to say anything nice no more...
...love, SOMETIMES, seems a bit like interrogation to me: where were you at? were you looking at who? AND did you fool around with X?
...i knew this scheme once before: tragic and poetic...I often dream.
...AND the more that I see, the less that I feel...
...just yesterday felt that...
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...And so...I don't really know how to say anything nice no more...
...love, SOMETIMES, seems a bit like interrogation to me: where were you at? were you looking at who? AND did you fool around with X?
...i knew this scheme once before: tragic and poetic...I often dream.
...AND the more that I see, the less that I feel...
...just yesterday felt that...
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3 MORE DAYS...
...WHAT'S GOOD IS THIS: just three more days until the month of May is all over. Never been a good month for me since 2006. Two years in a role, counting. And hopefully it's like what they say about love...the third one's a charm. Just glad that the month is about over.
...AND, nothing good ever becomes of the month of May...
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...WHAT'S GOOD IS THIS: just three more days until the month of May is all over. Never been a good month for me since 2006. Two years in a role, counting. And hopefully it's like what they say about love...the third one's a charm. Just glad that the month is about over.
...AND, nothing good ever becomes of the month of May...
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GUESS I REALLY MANAGED TO KNOW HOW TO SCREW THAT ONE UP...
...the last girl I messed around with just happened to be friends with the "potential" girl that just happened show quite a bit of interest in me: they're going out together on "woman's night" this Saturday...guess I can pretty much wave "goodbye" to the "potential" girl for now, but I'm not really caring...
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...the last girl I messed around with just happened to be friends with the "potential" girl that just happened show quite a bit of interest in me: they're going out together on "woman's night" this Saturday...guess I can pretty much wave "goodbye" to the "potential" girl for now, but I'm not really caring...
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OOPS!!!
...and it's an unusual stay at my hometown this weekend. I arrive late to B's place and we're all doing the usual shots of whip-its, drinking cheap suds whilst listening to the newest Portishead...gots to admit: there ain't nothing quite like listening to P's tune "Small" while floating in a big balloon of a nitrous high, especially when the organ kicks in and the...
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...and it's an unusual stay at my hometown this weekend. I arrive late to B's place and we're all doing the usual shots of whip-its, drinking cheap suds whilst listening to the newest Portishead...gots to admit: there ain't nothing quite like listening to P's tune "Small" while floating in a big balloon of a nitrous high, especially when the organ kicks in and the...
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merlowe:
Well atleast you got to dump a load in a hot wet place...wish I coulda been there!! On the road to nowhere!!
THE REFRESHER...
...recovering from the first week at the new work place...stuck on nine and a half-hour shifts...sort of fun getting to touch all of those worn bras and panties, except for the extra-plus sizes, especially when ya notice a pee stain or two as to where the crotch should neatly form a wedgie...and it's just about then that I wish I were at home...
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...recovering from the first week at the new work place...stuck on nine and a half-hour shifts...sort of fun getting to touch all of those worn bras and panties, except for the extra-plus sizes, especially when ya notice a pee stain or two as to where the crotch should neatly form a wedgie...and it's just about then that I wish I were at home...
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SCRATCH DIARY...
...WARNING: if you are a writer or presume yourself to be one: NEVER LOOK AT YOUR LOVER'S DIARY!
Not because of the private notes about ex-lovers or suicide letters or how many people she/he sacked in the bed...strange cats kill curiosity where living is a sin! But, pay close attention to those strange doodles and pieces of art-work instead...
....AND it might yet...
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...WARNING: if you are a writer or presume yourself to be one: NEVER LOOK AT YOUR LOVER'S DIARY!
Not because of the private notes about ex-lovers or suicide letters or how many people she/he sacked in the bed...strange cats kill curiosity where living is a sin! But, pay close attention to those strange doodles and pieces of art-work instead...
....AND it might yet...
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THE NEW JOB...
...finally started my first day at the new job working yet another "shit shift"...can't really complain too much though, as I'm finally glad to be keeping busy again...too much time on my hands isn't a good thing for a thinker...swells up the brain too much and screws up all creativity. Work only tends to drive me insane and makes me feel like...
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...finally started my first day at the new job working yet another "shit shift"...can't really complain too much though, as I'm finally glad to be keeping busy again...too much time on my hands isn't a good thing for a thinker...swells up the brain too much and screws up all creativity. Work only tends to drive me insane and makes me feel like...
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WORDS TO COZY- UP WITH DEATH TO...
AND SO TODAY...the Buddha in me says: "let yourself be without beginnings, refrain from the word 'ending' "...
SO...this weekend it dawned on me: I'm getting close to the age of being labeled as an "old fart"...maybe tossed in the dirt and sacked in the mud...fumbled on a mad rage of binge-drinking and went a little bit mad...
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AND SO TODAY...the Buddha in me says: "let yourself be without beginnings, refrain from the word 'ending' "...
SO...this weekend it dawned on me: I'm getting close to the age of being labeled as an "old fart"...maybe tossed in the dirt and sacked in the mud...fumbled on a mad rage of binge-drinking and went a little bit mad...
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