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You tossed a girl over With whom you had I guess, really great funky fun kinky sex with -

" wrote a poem on her star-red speckled back during what still seems to be the No. 1 thrill on my sex list besides watching her get off on me doing the "dry method " using baby powder to raise my umbrella. She goes on my number one list of wild sex acts: making love on the floor of my music room while listening to Idaho...writing crazy ass stuff on the sliding glass doors of my jacuzzi...allowing me to shave her parts bald and watching her turn to rain..." -- P.S. I love the imagery in that last bit.

Over her sad musical taste? Why do they test us with the likes of MM....Why?

Arrgghhh!!!! I'd say.. wear earplugs and wait for the dye job to grown out.

The modern music "industry" is in the throws of it's current death.... As the medium was always one of hard copy product which could be marketed to a previous, extremely large, homogeneous mass audience of like minded people. Around the same age and type.


That group, the baby Boomers. As they move off into nostalgia and a slow lingering death ( note all the nostalgia bands that are touring to a casino or arena new your and drawing crowds ) and music transfer becomes digital patterns on really small personal connections. The big brilliant scene correction/ changing acts will disappear like dinosaurs.

Music will become more individual and regional. With very few mass cross cultural artists. What we saw back in the 80's and 90's was the end of an era. A bigger change than the 60's when it came to culture. But, the culture vultures slightly older than us has to die off before it will be truly realised.

Your right on all fronts:

The Powers that be here also quietly bunch all the progressive actions, marches and parades together. I think they don't want the uppity liberal, Gay, Bi-leftists weirdos to gain any mass numbers to think that they can have more than one month a year where they feel good about themselves.

It might get in the way of the other 356 days soul grinding capitalistic exploitation, and Corporate convention friendly tourism. B.C. often feels like a Cruise ship to most visitors, unless you know someone here. Everyone sort of passive aggressively "Likes" you - but not. You know, that painted on touristy smile while giving half hearted directions to the sites. We'll tell you where they are but we won't invite you in.

I just wish that Gay Pride would morph fast into say : The Love Parade in Berlin. Where all gender love is celebrated. Sadly, the closest thing is Saint Patricks Day ( Which is more : Straight White Pride Drinking Till you Puke Day ) The Germans are far more civilized and let people drink, and drug out a bit without new protestant guilt tripping. As they know where that leads far too well.

My Red heads have been quite or quasi Bi as well. ( And not very Monogamist to boot ) I wonder why that is.... I'll bet there's a study somewhere

Ha! Realistic--think you have to be famous before all those girls want to sack you up! Anways--that seems to be the way it happened for Bukowski: poor tortured soul got all of his good karma in the end!

Artist have a sort of tug a war with sanity - insanity.

I think that's often why we revere them. They take those chances we don't with our minds and our lives. Yet we get the pleasure of their work. While often they live in squalor and obscurity.

Being a celebrity might have it's good points... very few though. unless your the type who likes to be watched and compared to other celebs. From what I've seen backstage it's kind of limiting.

Realistic: get what you're saying about the whole celeb deal....was just a figurative way of saying how much my writing has been suffering lately and how much it's sort had made me a little mad. One of my writer buds seems to be waiting for me to crack...but i think it's already happened sometime ago...I'm more at the mellow point right now, I hope.