Well its been some time since I posted anything. Some things in my life have changed others have stayed the same. I've been living in the house with my roommate for just over six months now and all is well with that. On the up side of life I got a newer vehicle I got a 08 ford edge, loaded with a remote start! I feel spoiled now and it's got heated seats. I'm still hunting for a new job but I know that will take some time. On the down side of life I had a short relationship with a girl I met. We met a few months back and got somewhat close we didn't date. I was the one who feel in love I always seem to do so and yet again I'm the one feeling that I have failed again. She didn't want to let her guard down around me yet I was always nice to her. I gave her all of me and my heart but that wasn't enough, every time I do this I end up like this.