Friday Jun 17, 2011

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I really fuckin hate my ex...ugh im so frustrated. Bout the time I start to move forward w/my life and even consider dating again she texts me out of the blue w/the simple hi and what's up shit. I didn't reply at 1st but eventually did and we were fine w/just that. I knew I still had lingering feelings for her and stuff, but then 3 weeks into this she calls me bawling about how much she misses me. Then 3 days later she up and tells me she has a new BF. Like wtf. idk why I'm so upset tbh, I knew the day would come but still.......it's just been a fuckin rollercoaster from day 1 and now I want nothing from anyone. Fuck that shit.
heathen:
I think some folks like to play that whole "I don't want anyone else to have you" game. Sounds to me like she doesn't know what she wants. I'd be upset too. I hate getting jerked around. Blow off some steam however you can and then just let that shit go. You deserve way better than dealing with head trips. XoXo
t8rr8r:
idk. I'm legit and honest and real. I don't fake anything. I talk straight.from.the heart, love means love, hurt.means hurt, trust is trust. I don't hide anything or play any games that I'm aware of. I say what I do and I do what I say. I don't have "moments of weakness" either. I know what she does has little to no reflection on me, but i don't understand why people play the games and fake things so much? I have my securities, but at least I'm aware of them and honest about then and have no problem talking about them. Nobody deserves head games even my enemies.

Anyway thanks for the support. I think what gets me the most is that I know better.

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