Things can be a lot worse than they are. everyone goes through theyre own struggles yet when compared to someone else's they have experienced life at its worst moment. worse than any other because these experiences are theyre own. its all they own.

im thinking im in love with death because it makes me realise i am alive.
without pain and suffereing there would be no reason to live.

we all go through our own journey's in life and we all end up at the same spot in the end. and hopefully you can be happy with your desisions and choices.

im a dreamer, and i hope one day ill be able to share the reason im alive, my dream, to everyone.

then again
maybe im just a stupid kid writing in an online journal that will never reach anyone and by the time i get anywhere in this life it will be close to death.
but at least i dream.

"Home is behind
the world is ahead
and there are many paths to tread
thru shadows to the edge of night
until the stars are all alight
mist shadows cloud and shade
all will fade.
all will fade. "
-Perrygrin Took

~Current Muisc~
Requiem for a Dream(the score)-
Summer: Hope Overture