Friday Jan 30, 2004

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Trucks passing train tracks
sound like a skip in the soundtrack
of downtown
Coffeebean steam
makes the world seem
soaked in caffeine
like I am.
studentochaos:
*beatnik finger snapping*

Tuesday Jan 27, 2004

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Dear Ms. Ump,

It appears that my bosses have dealt me a backhanded compliment in spontaneously firing pretty much the rest of the staff and then scheduling me for three doubles in a row to fill the gaps their poorly planned attack left in the schedule.

So I regret that I may not have your drawing done by tomorrow, but the good news is I...
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wugglyump:
you rock.
i'm just appreciative
that your taking the time
to draw me a picture.

so thank you. i will be
anticipating and waiting
politely.


ps- my dogs sound ready to kill.

Saturday Jan 24, 2004

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Ears buzzing and ringing like a bad seventies horror soundtrack.
Hit a show downtown and bumped into my ex-girlfriend. THE ex-girlfriend. I thought we had silently agreed to divide the city between us, I'd take the north and she could have the whole fancy south to herself.

But there she was, smiling with her new boyfriend just tickled to see me.

"Hey. I'm supposed to...
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wugglyump:
i'm sorry for crappy run-ins

studentochaos:
Your run in reflects mine(check post). The difference is I was the other guy (assuming the other guy was a total cock). I really feel bad for you man. The dividing the city thing is what I have done too. Except I divided a hundred mile area with only one diner being mutual territory (I want to claim it alone but people keep seeing her there so I have been avoiding it). I am glad you had the depressing music to fall back on though. Nothing was as soothing to me in hard female times as the album "Pretty Hate Machine" which is probably the best angry at relationship album ever!

I am currently loving being single after my latest relationship disaster. I hope you can reach that stage or find someone worth diverting the aweful.

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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nuthou5e:
This is too heavy right now, you're killing my buzz.

YOU BUZZKILLER!

I DEMAND AN APOLOGY!

your friend,

Alec
obsidian_:
i'm sorry i just called you a wuss..... wink just kidding..i don't want to admit my list it's way way way too long

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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Today begins The Year Of The Monkey. My year.
It's like my birthday all year long.
Hoooooo-yeah.

wugglyump:
hey you exist!
happy all year birthday sucka smile

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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Holy shit! This place has got pictures of hot naked girls all over it!!!!!!

Sometimes I forget that.

It's like suddenly remembering that you've got a bank account with a hundred thousand dollars in it.

Oh, how I need these. I haven't fallen in love all week long.
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obsidian_:
wow i wish i had 100 dollars in my bankaccount
studentochaos:
WOW! Your totally right. Some of these girls are really hot too...... Shit........

Thursday Jan 08, 2004

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I think I sidestepped into a parallel universe at some point. I go in and out of doors all day long. Nothing is a hundred percent. I guess sometimes your bound to pass through to some place you weren't meaning to. Everythings the same but I don't feel connected to any of it.

It's probably a blood-sugar thing,

You'd tell me if I was in...
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studentochaos:
I was actually thinking about how hard it is to comment on my shit the other day. I would say that is the trait of personal depth and in that sense your journals are pretty similar. Maybe I am actually your alter ego in the other dimension. However, I am alot more constrained then my journals seem. I am a drifter and a bum when I can. BUT I do lots of hyper responsible stuff and carefully budget money to be able to pull that stuff off. I assure you, I am far to methodical to be as care free as I want.

Tuesday Jan 06, 2004

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I'm a little concerned that in my last entry i made it sound like I really did take advantage of someone who was less than completely coherent.

No. Not exactly. I never have. That's too skeezy to be any fun. We did play a little kissy face, and even that was because she threatened to scream and wake up my roommates if I didn't kiss...
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audio:
never try to save anyone but yourself. the others can only save themselves and learn by your example.

god knows there is enough in ourselves that need saving and non of us are qualified to take on more humans.

take care of yourself first mr atom. the rest will fall into place. confused
studentochaos:
I have to say my favorite thing about drunkenness is that people act like themselves unconstrained. While her strip shows may be degrading, it is her reacting to whatever structure has been chaining up her sexuallity. The best thing for her is if she were to just let out some sexuallity without booze. Maybe that is the way you can save her biggrin

Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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Got my magic "wash away your sins" shower for the new year.
I feel new and clean.
Oh, how I hope no one today brings up a problem from yesterday to ruin it.
Yesterday and all the days before that don't count anymore. If you give me a clean slate, I'll give you one too.

That's fair. Right?

Let me be a new me. I...
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wugglyump:
aw but i dug the old you.
crap!
studentochaos:
I thought every shower was for "wahsign away your sins". If I was wrong about this I might be in big trouble.........

Wednesday Dec 31, 2003

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This time the time
Is three AM and I am
fixated; frustrated; concentrated on you
I don't why I do it, why i put myself through it
It's just something I am prone to do
You're genuine punk rock
and that's truly foreign to me
you're a gem under hard rock
And I will break into it like you bore into me
But forget it...
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jizzikah:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! kiss

Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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You're goddamn right it's a beautiful day.

I've got good news for you. In a couple of days everyones going to take a magic shower. No, don't laugh, this is great. Happens when the calendar flips. You're gonna wake up in the New Year, still tasting the night before, maybe shake out a couple Advils and you're going to take a shower.

That's when the...
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soulessone:
Adam, you absolutely rule. wink
The PJs do not have footies, alas. I am going to buy footie PJs for Alyssa for her birthday, however. Footies rock my world. biggrin
Do you have my phone number? If not, let me know and I'll email it to you. That way, we can get right on the shakin'. wink
And I'm so nice to you because you are my favourite-ist monkeyboy in the land. Merry Christmas to you, dear!!!
kiss

Tuesday Dec 23, 2003

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oops. oops. oops.
backspace. backspace. backspace.
Nothing is safe.
anotherlostsoul:
Of course nothing is safe. It is the state of the world...

Anyways, happy holidays!! smile kiss
soulessone:
Merry christmas and happy new year, Adam! I hope I get to see you soon!! smile

kiss kiss love love
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