I realized I need to relax a little bit. I was talking to my ex-boyfriend (who has now become some sort of confidant of mine) last night and I was telling him how stressed out I am lately. He said he'd lost all respect for me and that really shocked me. I never stress out over a guy, I never have. I've always been the dominant one in all of my past relationships, how is this one different? I always take it easy and slow and, as bad as it might sound, I always get my way. So why am I torturing myself this time? I don't need to be in a relationship to feel better about myself. And I realized all I need is some time to sit back and think. Just stare. Maybe go back to the routine, let my body clean from all the toxins I've been feeding it lately. I need some time for me, and for my friends, and to actually move on from what I never got a chance to a month and a half ago.
But before I do anything I need to ask him for my Lividity cd back. He'll be keeping that over my dead body!!
But before I do anything I need to ask him for my Lividity cd back. He'll be keeping that over my dead body!!
takeahnase:
Detox is never a bad thing, but just remember that the body is nothing without the mind, and vice versa. Basically, try and relax and get back into the habit of doing what you enjoy, for yourself and no-one else. I hope everything works out 