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Message in a Bottle
Falling in love sucks. The first time it happened, everything was new. It hurt like hell when it ended, but I wouldn't take it back for the world. The second time, I felt something wrong almost from the beginning.

I Send an SOS to the World
How could I let myself fall for her? I remember the moment it happened. We were making love and I said out loud "oh shit". I knew even then that this would hurt a whole lot. And does it ever. You know the song and dance. Every song in a minor key ever written. How could I be so stupid?

Seems I'm Not Alone at being Alone
And here it is. The fight this is about. My heart wanted one thing and my mind just doesn't get it. I need a reason for something to exist. When my home burned down, it was because I didn't really need that stuff anyways. When my mother died, it was because I needed to learn to be independent. But this? Why on Earth did I leave her? Because she does things that hurt me. So then, why did I fall for her? Love is so painfully foolish. Like a drunk fat man riding downhill in a Vespa at full speed. You know there's only one way this will end.

Sending Out an SOS
Some people's hearts are more fragile than others. Maybe I have to stop thinking I'm invincible. Maybe I won't fall in love again. No, that can't be, romantic love is part of my core being. I need to feel special. I need to make someone else feel special.

I need to listen to my gut.

I need to communicate how I feel.

Sending Out an SOS
Sending Out an SOS

Sending Out an SOS
Sending Out an SOS

Sending Out an SOS

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