syx

holly fuck, were these holidays ever wierd.
i spent most of the time leading up to the holidays hating being poor.
i was all pissin and moanin 'bout it,
i hate not having 'fun' $$
anyway...
i ended up spending xmas eve at a funeral. (a friend of my g/f simone)
then two days of eating too much and spending tons of time with family and friends.
then on saturday i found out that a long time friend of mine died.
his wedding was the first wedding i ever shot. pretty strange.

i don't want to bring anyone down, nor am i begging for attention.

these situations are just lifes way of smacking my upside the head and a kick in the ass all at once.
humble appreciation.