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Getting rid of a past that doesnt work (and quite frankly never did) feels so liberating. I can see the other side of a mess that I have been chipping away at for the past 5 years. Im so close I can taste it. Success tastes yummaliscious.

I am painfully broke...its a good thing I love what I do or I would be miserable living at work for the next 6 months.
There are far too many people who want more than I can give them.
What to do what to do?
I say time and time again. My heart, in all its fragmented glory, will be prize to whomever can manage...
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Men insisting they want only a sexual relationship usually wind up wanting a long term monogamous relationship. One day I will accept this and not be surprised when men attempt to ruin my fun with their silly notions of "relationships" and monogamy.
On day I may also manage to accept that men dont accually believe me when I tell them what I want. They expect...
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The last major storm knocked out power for an eternity. When it finally returned, half of my house decided it was not going to cooperate, my pc refused to function and my washing machine is on hiatus. My dryer works though...go fig.
So now just about everyone in my life believes me to be avoiding them. Hello! What part of I need to pick up...
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Today I began a 30 day juice fast. I cannot wait to get through the first few days, they are allways the hardest. I love endurance trials, even if only to see if I am disciplined enough to do it.

I just made a deliscious batch of raw hummus. I herby decree myself to be the coolest raw vegan ever.

You know what I am sick of? People harassing me to be open and honest about my feelings. Then when I am, they tell me to quit feeling sorry for myself.
Just because I am expressing emotional pain doesnt meen I am feeling sorry for myself. And it doesnt inspire me to want to open up to them again either.
Now if a week later...
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Note to self:
Do not let our soul dream a timeless dream in the course of a single heartbeat.
Please carve from my existance this deafening black hole that has taken up residance in my immortal soul.

Ok.ok. Ok......ok...ok ok ok ok...ok. I hate drama. But I adore my neighbors (the ones that live right next to me, not the ones accross from me)
Coolest.
People.
Ever.
They are MY neighbors. You cannot have them.
That is all.
PS:Mmmmmmm carrot juice. LIfe would only be better if I had hugs.

And I cannot sleep again why?
*sigh*
Question of the day:Is it humanly possible to be addicted to flirtation?
Also, why must blueberries hate me so? I love them. Is it really too much to aks for that they love me in return?
In times of crisis, I try to remember sagely wisdom. Todays sagely wisdom:
It could be worse, you could have a bowel...
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