Hey guys! I've been a bit of a social media hermit recently as I've either been sleeping or partying 😂 but I thought I'd come back and join you to tell you what I think I need to change this year!
So last year was probably one of the worst of my life, I had never ending bad luck, failed relationship, financial crisis, both my horses got badly injured which resulted in a lot of tears and vet bills, and my mental health took a sour turn for the worst and I ended up in a few nasty states because of that, not to mention my PhD is only getting harder and motivation is getting lesser.
But anyway enough of the sob story! I'm still here and I'm a strong wee bitch so I refuse to be beaten! I've still got my three (now completely healthy) furbabies and my family, and I've got a lot to look forward to this year!
So resolutions! This year I've got a few things I'd like to try:
- book more modelling shoots, and get my name out there, as well as dominating suicide girls and make you all love me 😋
- become more sociable, I'm a bit of a pariah but I've become friends with so many amazing people through suicide girls and I am making a point of meeting up with them and getting to know them better!
- I would love to focus more on my PhD, I have two years left and last year was a bit of a slump so I am gonna get motivated and smash my research this year!
- spend more time with my dog, she's getting on in life and I'm terrified of losing her, so I want to make a point of having no regrets with her, and make sure she knows she's loved!
- start competing again. Last year I started showjumping with my girl Harley, and we killed it! I fell away from it due to money and motivation, but we're gonna get back on it and win some motha fuckin ribbons 😎
- bond with my baby boy. My boy Spartan is only 3, and he managed to hurt his back last year so he can't be officially backed for a little while, so I'm gonna let him be a baby for a little longer but work on getting an unbreakable bond with him before we start 💙
I don't do half measures! I always bite off more than I can chew but if I set myself more goals I know I like a challenge and I'm gonna try and smash them all!
What resolutions do you guys have?
Let me know!
Fingerbangz 😘
