Friday Apr 09, 2004

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I was just thinking about how many people I've lost a place in my life due to drugs and or alcohol.

It's quite a few people, and given the chance... which would these people choose?

Pot or me?
Heroin or me?
Alcohol or me?

They choose the drugs, the booze... the high, the thrill.

It never made any sense to me, it still doesn't.

I can't watch that, and I can no longer participate in it.

The three most important people in my life fallen victim to it. Each time, leaving me tattered and destroyed.

"I'm not quitting this for you..."

Then you never really gave a fuck about me.
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skylar:
it's freakin harsh...I've lost a lot of people too, to stupid shit...don't get it..so selfish! I used to do stuff and then I realized it's dumb, but I realized that the real reason people take them is for the same satisfaction of the first high..that's why they double dosages, you never get the same high, but you think you might. And they do help clear problems out the way. It's stupid sounding but it does..because you can blame any stupid action on the drugs, and you just don't care. Still, they suck!! If yopu need someone else to talk to I will... smile
donttalktome:
i know how you feel... drugs are the worst when it comes to friends, you think someone would do anything for you and then you realise that all they care about is drugs. dont worry man you'll be up again and with better stronger people around. i learned from all the shit i went through and all the friends i dropped and friends that dropped me is that it aint worth it. you will always make new friends and people who arent overpowered by the drugs. just remember as much as those people hurt you, remember how much they are hurting cause yeah they are fucked up but when it comes down to it they are just sick, and they cant help themselves. i know the feeling so just stay up and take every day for what it is

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