Wednesday Feb 12, 2003

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Opahl is one of my most treasured online friends and favorite suicidegirls. Thanks for the comment when I was down last night, grrlie. You made me smile. Please please please let your set go up on Friday at the end of new girl week! that way I can comment before i go to Spain, and it can stay up for a while. love
opahl:
Oh you make me smile so much! Have fun in Spain! Take lots of pictures! biggrin
sarc:
What are you going to Spain for?

Tuesday Feb 11, 2003

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well today i asked the cute boy coworker if he wanted to come with me and another coworker to grab some ice cream after work, I would've asked if he wanted to go grab a drink instead but I had homework to do tonight. He turned me down, he ws working about half an hour later than us and looked really tired and said he...
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opahl:
How could someone turn you down? You're so cute!
sarc:
Maybe he really was genuinely tired. I know when I need sleep I get really cranky and don't care much about anything else than hitting my bed.

Than again, if he was blowing you off, screw 'im. He's not worth it. robot

Monday Feb 10, 2003

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i am digging this boy at my work, today I think I find out whether or not he likes me back. But then there's this girl at my work that is GORGEOUS that likes me. hrmmmm. work drama! I really don't want work drama. oh well, i'll let things play out and see.

Happy Monday, SGers! kiss
opahl:
I haven't been with a girl in so long... Pick the girl so I can live vicariously through you!
sarc:
I imposed a "No Coworkers" rule on myself a few years back. They just tend to complicate things.

Sunday Feb 09, 2003

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I haven't listened to Belle & Sebastian in so long and it's REALLY hitting the spot this Sunday afternoon. I was introduced to them by my old coworker Lucas. I wonder what he's up to these days. I gave him a call at his new job and left a silly message. tongue

opahl:
Yeah, I noticed you'd been listening to them all day. wink

Thursday Feb 06, 2003

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So my old roommate just called me trashed off his ass. His voice is so deep and he was SCREAMING the whole time. well, not screaming, yelling. it was like these really loud sonic booms and lots of them. I don't think I understood anything he said.Well, 'cept when I joked that I wsn't going to send a check that came in the mail to...
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opahl:
Oh the silliness!

Wednesday Feb 05, 2003

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I was SUPPOSED to draw last night, and didn't. I ended up talking online to this boy I think would be perfect for me, 'cept he has a girlfriend. rawr!. So now I don't have my homework done for my class today and I still don't have the boy. tsk tsk. I'm slackin' majorly.

opahl:
Of COURSE I said he! I wanted to raise some eyebrows. wink I'm not trying to hide his sex, I'm just being silly.

Oh, hon. Someday you will find the man of your dreams, who will Love you, cherish you, and spoil you rotten, forever and ever.
sarc:
simple solution: take the girlfriend out of the picture. muhahaha.robot

Saturday Feb 01, 2003

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I just read this:

http://www.cnn.com/2003/TECH/space/02/01/shuttle.columbia/index.html

this is so shocking and sad.

frown
inkvisitor:
indeed...some people i know were under a "debris warning"....bleh...frown
opahl:
It is sad. frown

Saturday Feb 01, 2003

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my next series of drawings is going to be illustrating Hans Christian Anderson's "The Little Match Girl" because I think it is tragically beautiful. When I told my Fairy Tale instructor, she pretty much said "i don't see why you'd want to do that!" and looked at me like I was a sick fuck for wanting to illustrate a little poor girl frozen to death...
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Tuesday Jan 28, 2003

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I just found out that somebody i know from school committed suicide last week. His name was Matt H. I knew him as an incredibly dedicated artist. He was also the biggest alcoholic known to our school. A few years ago, when I first met him, I went to his dormroom, he had a corner room with great light. I noticed he had no bed....
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stiles:
Christ, what a waste. 22 years old. One of my classmates in high school killed himself shortly afterwards, with a shotgun. He was depressed over some girl.
No matter how dark it seems, it will get better. Those who choose that final exit don't get a second chance, can't change their mind when the funk passes.
And all those left behind marvel at the sorrow of it all.
opahl:
I'm sorry, hon.

Saturday Jan 25, 2003

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I said
"Please try not to love me
Close your eyes,
I'm turning on the light.
You know I have no vacancy
but it's awfully cold outside,
tonight..."

I have been feeling like laying in bed day in and day out listening to Ani DiFranco as of late. This could be a problem, since i have bills to pay and classes to attend.

I miss...
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sarc:
Alone in the biggest city on the country? There's irony for you. robot
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