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History from last summer :
nullSo much for love...heavy sigh....I should have known...What can you do? Sometimes you blind yourself to the obvious. I thought my gut instinct was correct and it wasn't and he didn't have feelings for me. Ok, I can deal with this. I cannot let it make me hide in my shell again. It will not be weird when we see each other again.

UPDATE:

Wow, it wasn't weird. We're better off friends. He loves me but as a friend and I'm sooo cool with that! Because he is a GREAT friend!!

I had so many misgivings about meeting him again, afraid my old feelings would cloud my judgement. It never happened. The feelings weren't there. Whew. I felt so free. So now he's moving away to Arizona and while that's sad I know he's going to a great art school out there and persuing his dreams. Sweet.

Okies, have you O.D'd on the syrupy sweetness yet? I'll refrain now.


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So SG friends, How's you?