8/1/05
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exclusive suicide do or die flow to get to that elusive place that i don't like to go
my bike is broken but the path is clear and i've never liked math but somehow the numbers are coming to me one by one as the
numbness of yesterday's weed smoke leaves me
one THC fleeing fat cell at a time
it's a hell...
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exclusive suicide do or die flow to get to that elusive place that i don't like to go
my bike is broken but the path is clear and i've never liked math but somehow the numbers are coming to me one by one as the
numbness of yesterday's weed smoke leaves me
one THC fleeing fat cell at a time
it's a hell...
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randomrockstar:
Are you very sad?
automatic:
I have one of his old solo albums- aside from hemispheres and circle- it's called "slow death" it sucks ass... but maybe I'll give 'ha' a spin...
7/31/05
exlusive suicide journal flow to get to that elusive place that i don't like to go
my bike is broken but the path is clear and i've never liked math but somehow the numbers are coming to me one by one as the numbness of yesterday's weed smoke leaves me
one THC fleeing fat cell at a time
it's a hell of a mind...
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exlusive suicide journal flow to get to that elusive place that i don't like to go
my bike is broken but the path is clear and i've never liked math but somehow the numbers are coming to me one by one as the numbness of yesterday's weed smoke leaves me
one THC fleeing fat cell at a time
it's a hell of a mind...
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candycox:
Yea for weed. That's all I will say. 
xoxo, CC
xoxo, CC
BIGGER, SMARTER, FASTER (DUMBER)
holy fearless fucking/ ive got/ no cable, but still something in my TV is sucking the/ life out of me/ no way this dreary now is it/ Holy cow, Holy shit/ not gonna have a baby or score me a wife to raise the/ soul defecit up/ hesitant to wait for heaven sent when present rent is occupying at least half...
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holy fearless fucking/ ive got/ no cable, but still something in my TV is sucking the/ life out of me/ no way this dreary now is it/ Holy cow, Holy shit/ not gonna have a baby or score me a wife to raise the/ soul defecit up/ hesitant to wait for heaven sent when present rent is occupying at least half...
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automatic:
Nice enough... I too have no cable... But, I only ever watch the "Price Is Right"
do you ever have one of those days where you start off as one person and end up as someone completely different? it's been happening a little to often to me lately and i don't think i like it. i'm supposed to be on this search for accepting the middle road and all that is balanced within myself, but my brain and heart are either...
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mayhemkitty:
It's called bipolar. 
candycox:
I've been in therapy for months now, and all I can say is, pills are my friend! Lately I've been kinda depressed (I've always been such an emotional rollercoaster), but I'm getting thru it. I just feel like my best friends have abandoned me lately and I'm totally resenting my roommate and her mooching, glued-to-her-hip bf. I've lost faith in some people I thought were friends, and am so stressed out with only having a month to find a new apartment, a new roommate, a new job, etc. I have way too fucking much on my plate right now. It's so overwhelming that I've just broken down and cried within the last few days. I'm doing better now, but I feel empty and lost. It's not myself that I'm unhappy with, it's just the state of my life at the moment. 
sexy physics (the grand unifying fuck theory)
like some quantum shit
she hit me with sexy rude looks from all directions
i had the probability, no amplitude
for her multiple orgasms
coming from or on my multiple erections
i hit her from the back
she rode me from above
electron, photon, light cone love
i touched her world time line from
her neck to the...
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like some quantum shit
she hit me with sexy rude looks from all directions
i had the probability, no amplitude
for her multiple orgasms
coming from or on my multiple erections
i hit her from the back
she rode me from above
electron, photon, light cone love
i touched her world time line from
her neck to the...
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automatic:
all me... like I could quote that shit!
mayhemkitty:
That was fucking hot!!
still praising paper stacks
Now broadcasting live @ 5:00
anonymous
rhyme psychologist
time gets all of us
soul is falling behind mind
the goal is dollars
but theres no sense behind
these malls and the toilet stall
where all corporate crooks and politicians
place pennies and make dirty water wishes
its still getting hotter
but fuck your daughters future
youre gonna win the stock market...
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Now broadcasting live @ 5:00
anonymous
rhyme psychologist
time gets all of us
soul is falling behind mind
the goal is dollars
but theres no sense behind
these malls and the toilet stall
where all corporate crooks and politicians
place pennies and make dirty water wishes
its still getting hotter
but fuck your daughters future
youre gonna win the stock market...
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automatic:
If you don't already own it go get the 13 & God CD- Right Now!
automatic:
It's a solid album. The production is intensely good- and it disperses well between marcus archer and dose for vocals- I dig it more than cLoudDdead- actually way more. If you don't dig Notwist, I would say skip it though
i would like to forgo this opportunity for my usual cynicism and an anti-government tirade for a rare burst of something (hope?)
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an American holiday (or mass communication in a city of many languages)
from every block its the crackle and pop
people in Hollywood really love their fireworks
this year i decided to stay home
after a good American made flick
it was...
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an American holiday (or mass communication in a city of many languages)
from every block its the crackle and pop
people in Hollywood really love their fireworks
this year i decided to stay home
after a good American made flick
it was...
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randomrockstar:
It's nice to meet a sensitive guy once in a while...trust me. I'll try to remember that next time I talk to you...that and I'll try to not be drunk...hehehe... 
sphynxgirl:
I know you are right and that is sad. Why do guys need to be in a "power" position? Why can't you both just like each other and that's the end of it?
fake love ghosts (that haunt by night-light)
midnight scrawl to keep the crawl
that creeps from all inside the deepest halls
close to falling
kept from calling
anyone, someone
by that one, the ghost
that hides and sleeps and haunts inside
the walls of the heart where it once roamed
slip and slide and riding down
a shiny, happy, poison-dart lined river cruise
still bruise...
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midnight scrawl to keep the crawl
that creeps from all inside the deepest halls
close to falling
kept from calling
anyone, someone
by that one, the ghost
that hides and sleeps and haunts inside
the walls of the heart where it once roamed
slip and slide and riding down
a shiny, happy, poison-dart lined river cruise
still bruise...
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automatic:
No doubt... It's mostly the fact that I need to start socializing with people interested in doing somethin other than seeing how much they can drink...
passing photos of faces to Hate*
pin the tac on Iraq
stab freedom in the back
because calm is not conducive
to military contracts
feed the fear fire
a new stack of 8x10 glossies
toss these black woman gay commie faces aside
we got a new picture of the enemy from which to hide
we got a new face and race
to place our demons...
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pin the tac on Iraq
stab freedom in the back
because calm is not conducive
to military contracts
feed the fear fire
a new stack of 8x10 glossies
toss these black woman gay commie faces aside
we got a new picture of the enemy from which to hide
we got a new face and race
to place our demons...
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jeffvader:
you're welcome 
(from the song "Sleepin' all Day" by AWOL ONE)
"...I can feel the stares comin' through the radio
Sleepin' all day must be the way to go
'Cause where i go, i leave no prints
I've been up all night, Sleepin' all day
My father wasted sperm when he made me
And it's hard enough nowadays just actin' normal
Still gotta be to work on...
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"...I can feel the stares comin' through the radio
Sleepin' all day must be the way to go
'Cause where i go, i leave no prints
I've been up all night, Sleepin' all day
My father wasted sperm when he made me
And it's hard enough nowadays just actin' normal
Still gotta be to work on...
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