syncope

Well my life has been a little weird lately. I've had to deal with cancer in my family for awhile now. Cancer is one of the worst things to go through because you never know what's going to happen. You're always in the dark and just when you think someone's on the road to recovery, they fall back into an even worst state. Its a horrible way to torture someone.
My new job is fun but a little stressful. People trust me with their well-being and health. I must come through 100% everyday. If I have an off day, it could make thousands of dollars differences each month. The pressure can be overwhelming sometimes.
I really like one of my teachers at school. She's intelligent, she's sweet and very beautiful. The triple threat! I sometimes see her on weekends, we go running and then get lunch together. I want to ask her out but I'm afraid it could weird her out that one of her students wants to date her. Keeping in mind that she is 4 years younger than me, I hope she can see me as something else besides being a student.
Anyway, with all the stress in my life, my own training and health has suffered. I need to regroup and come back and take control.
And go check out Jackie's new set. Its way hot!