It is so hard moving back " home" i feel depression creeping in big time . I have been here a little over a month - the last time i was out with my only " friend" was my birthday ; the 17th of november 😹 i try to stay busy with hobbies and keep looking forward to the class im about to start but im constantly reminded i have no one here , my sister and i dont really have a relationship and at 24 i feel more misunderstood by my mom than i did as a teenager , then there is my miserable stepfather who has never been anything to me but a disciplinarian legit acts like a strict highschool principal the only communication between us is him screaming either about my dog or telling me that my feelings arent warranted . Im at the point where i dont want to go anywhere or talk to anyone even if i was invited to do things.
