symphoni

My life is so effed up right now. My whole family is on my husbands side, so as always i am the bad guy. when all i was doing was sticking up for myself. I can't stand being married to someone who acts like a child, drinks so much he threatens to take the child away from me, mocks me when im upset, isnt a gentlemen, hides his phone when he texts other people, constantly tries to start arguments with me, told his friends that he wished he wore a condom, but hes such a saint in front of my parents that they tell me to stop over-reacting. Im stuck in this hell hole and no one believes me. If it wasn't for this little life inside of me i would have killed myself months ago. just being honest. But im doing whatever it takes to stay healthy for this baby and give him a good life. Just sucks that i lost my job because of my pregnancy, and every other place i have applied to doesn't want anything to do with me. I feel like such a failure that i can't even provide for my child and im stuck at my parents house.

I had high hopes for my set, thank you everyone who has left wonderful comments on it. I really appreciate it. Ive kinda lost hope, dont really feel like i belong anywhere.