I had a dream about buck. Buck was a carpenter and was rude to me. Then i woke up. I thought gah. I wonder if buck is mad at me for some reason and if he is a carpenter. Wait..thats not right. Bucks dead.
*wide eyed* God. That hit me like a ton of bricks. Bucks been dead almost two years now and i completely... Read More
buck a carpenter in your dream and he is dead hmmm he could be trying to tell you something, dead people are always alive in your dreams and thats how they talk to you.
mmmmmm.
went to bath and body works today. Got myself some true blue spa soap that smells a bit like sugar cookies with a lot of butter, some lavender vanilla body scrub and some burts bees lip balm.
I just got out of the shower and i put on a little bit of my lavender vanilla lotion and i smell goooood.
Its thanksgiving and im sick. I wanted to go to my great grandmothers thanksgiving dinner but i didnt want to get everyone sick so i told my mom to bring me a plate back.
She forgot.
So i dont get any thanksgiving food until tonight when my mom cooks (i dont mind getting her sick).
Stephen and i just got into an argument.
He was pissed about something and wouldnt tell me. It was quiet for a good 5 min so i got tired and i was cold so i told him im going in inside and didnt say i love you or anything. Then i went inside, went to my bedroom but decided to go get something to eat(i... Read More
Why am i such a fuck up?
WHY?!
Last night I was trying playing around with stephen trying to annoy him a little bit, by wearing a long gown to bed.he wanted me to sleep nakie, cant do that because he likes to put his arm around my stomach and my lower navel piercing is still healing and it always get irritated. So we were... Read More
I'm sorry to hear about your grandfather i'm sure every thing will be ok . I just wanted to quit smoking because i need to do more cardio and it's hard because my lungs hurt and it's hard to breath, also it's a waste of money and it makes me lazy.
~Yesterday i got a phone call about my grandmother. She was in the hospital an no one knew why.Turns out she had hyperventalted and is now on anxiety medicine.
~Got birthday card from ex step grandmother in virginia and 2 gifts. Gift cards. $20-Bath and body works. $30-Barns and noble.
~Met Stephens parents for the first time. Mom-Very nice. Stepdad-very scary.
AHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Ow.ow.ow. My lips are so chapped. I dont know what it is but there is like a rough kninda rash thing on my lips and it has spread all around my lips. From the bottom of my nose to my chin and all around. You cant see it but i sure as hell can feel it.
Shit! It itches.
MAKE IT STOP!!! MAKE IT... Read More
ok so i know i will feel better...when paul pulls his shit,.. i jsut feel like i cant attrack guy that is into me...paul is into his dry cleaners business to sell it in two years .
No, wait, I know how hard it is, I've been trying to quit sugar every day for 18 years...