sympathy4devil

I have the movie The Notebook. I might watch it tonight but im really in the mood for a comedy not a cry your eyes out film. And i know i will. My mom, her husband and her 2nd ex husband cried. Im not suprised about her ex crying. He watched it a week after his grandmother died and her husband has alzhiemers. Everyday he wakes up in the nursing home asking for her and everyday he has to deal with her death like it just happened. Its such a cruel fate. Time can help ease the pain of losing the person you love, everyday you heal a little more but not him. Its so terrible. They dont think hes going to live much longer. My mom told me hes going to die of a broken heart and though i know its not medically possible, i think so too. I know it sounds stupid and naive but I think your heart can only take so much before the will to live is gone. I dont want to live that long. As a kid my grandmother scared me to death. Not on purpose but it seemed that almost everytime she mentioned one of her friends she would say that their mind was going. And about a year or so ago I went to see my great grandmother 87 years old, bypass surgury, a broken hip and the tough old bird still lives in the house shes lived in for over 60 years. I w had just walked in the house and she was in the kitchen, she came to me with the strange look on her face, pinched the skin on my neck and said "Are you getting bronchitis? I didnt hear you! ". I hadnt said a damn thing. It freaked me the fuck out! I was scared to death that she was losing it but since then nothing like that has happened and for that i am beyond gratefull.
Oh and tonight my uncle is coming over with a lady friend of his. The horn dog.