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Thursday Apr 15, 2010

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"We've got two days to get to the border, then if they let us across, it's on to Burma, and depending on government restrictions, we'll head south..."
My friend travelling in Asia right now.

I want adventures again. I want to run.

The hubby worries that it's him I'm running from. It's really not. It's the planned out life - the money that we need to have started saving years ago - the dreams that depend on us knuckling down now to make careers work. I feel like ripping off my suit and running out of the office. It's ironic really, as I was always the one planning things out to the last minute detail. If I thought I could take him with me I would. We'd run together like we used to. But deep down he's happy, and settled.

If I want to go, I'll have to go alone. It'll be me spending money that could go on our house deposit, or towards business capital. How selfish am I?

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