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Saturday May 24, 2008

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Its my last day at work today. I have one bitch of a saturday night service to pull through, and then I'm gone. Je m'enfuie!

I spent nearly an hour yesterday (it was a slow service...) staring at 2 semi-dead cockroaches that someone had killed and half put in my bin. I re-discovered the part in me that was so fascinated with the intricacies of an insect. The little mouth parts, the legs joints, the quivering antenae...Its the part of me I lost when my brain finally told me there was no such thing as magic in the world. I've spent the best part of my life since trying to prove it wrong.

Sometimes I think I'm not old enough to be where I am. A simple dilemma presents itself more and more often in my life at the moment, which I've spoilered to save being boring...

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So we're going on this roadtrip. On a basic level, I have two options. I plan ahead, take maps of the route/campsite directions, and feel prepared, or, I leave it to chance and play it all by ear. The problem is, I can see the merits in both, but I can also see the flipsides to both, and I just cant decide which one I should do. This is just an example of the problem I'm finding again and again. What kind of person am I? Will it always be a concious decision that I have to make? Or will I one day wake up and suddenly feel more inclined one way than the other? Is it because I'm young?



I need flowers. HINT HINT darling!

silverrevolver:
May 24, 2008
gigondas:
Sometimes, it's good to know the path just so you can find your way back to it. That's what my fortune cookie says.

Y'all have fun.
May 28, 2008

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