sylvan

It's been so long.Since i've been on here.But also,since i've been.here.
I think one can lose themself so easily,i think,i have.
Under whatever given conditions or circumstance.
(And oh how i can name them,blame them.But i wont)
THIS this year,as corny-hippy as it sounds,I aim to find myself.
Fuck doing anything else.



Another year goes by


without her. <3.
.

Without the one i loved to make laugh,the one who listened and accepted all i ever was.


And another year wthout my father.

I feel their gaps slowly closing.But the pain never seems to die.
Their absence had made me question so much,and many things have lost their value...like new relationships of any kind,a new love,the point,my worth...etc I often feel truly fucked over and screwed up inside.
yep, life has questioned me.



And this is my answer:

FUCK YOU too.



All the best for 2011!
lets kick it in the balls

<3 syl