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sylphio

Tampa, FL

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Saturday Oct 30, 2004

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I need sexual psycho-therapy in bondage.

I need to not have morals and integrety, they get in the way, but these morals I have are choosen not bred in and they have saved me more than hindered.

I wish upon a pumpkin for girl to pervert me back to a truer nature and set me free of my own shackles and put me into her own, bound by chain and leather

I need to break my head open between the war of being alone and a need to fuck-a word too small to define what I want to do.

I have a date tomorrow and feel nothing but dread, I have been happily independent aka:alone, for 3 years, but I haven't had sex in 4.

My morals restrict me but my hormones are screeming, and masturbation my only release...if not for my personnel time I would have snapped since then.

I think I'm the only guy I know who has turned down sex from a girl that I wanted to be with and had no good reason to not shag...I'm too comfortable in being alone that I don't know what to do, worse I can't remember how I did anything in the past...I think I forgot how to kiss... frown mad blackeyed eeek robot skull miao!! puke this is the best I can feel
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infinity:
hey, ive never even gone out with a girl...but i know fully well how you feel - part of you wants to but part of you is holding you back. its a real pain sometimes.



but i hope the date works out well.
Oct 30, 2004
incompletia:
thanks so much for the note...and sadly, it was written from personal experience.

hopefully the bitterness will soon be no more.

be well,
incompletia.
Oct 30, 2004

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