sydni

I think this year is going to be very strange and exciting. Just a feeling.

Today I'm sitting in my bed feeling sleepy and worn down, like the last year has settled into my body challenging me to do something different and change how I look at things. In a few hours I'm going to go do something called Ki Training. It's kind of like a martial art and meditation. I went a couple days ago and it was really nice. I was invited to come back....

Niko and I are on a strange journey. It's almost as if we keep getting pulled back together when for awhile it looked like we'd always be apart. I don't know anything except for the fact that we love each other, are in love, and trust each other. I've a feeling that the next few months will be challenging and rewarding.

My new years eve was nice-Niko took me to dinner and then we hung out with friends. I drank too much, he took care of me, and we had a really nice New Years day despite my hangover. It was the first time in years that was mellow and I wasn't performing.

I don't have much of a resolution, except to double my attempts to better myself, to love myself and be true to what I want.

I hope that this year brings all of you more happiness than you experienced last year. Cheers.