Ugh. I'm a sick fuck. I've been looking up wedding advice and articles on how to plan, calling it "research" because of an avenue of employment I've been looking into, when I know that really, I want to have NIko propose to me, and then I can take a year planning a wedding, we get married in the most amazing "love share" evar, and then I set out to making a beautiful home for him, and loving the shit out of him even until after we die or we lose bowel control, either way, it's what I want.
When I was a kid, and even when I was engaged, I couldn't see myself really ever getting married. Now when Niko holds my hand within 1 block of a church I start sweating.
What the fuck happened to me? I never thought I'd be so willing to bond my life to another's.
I hope this is either the real thing (and it happens and I'm stoked), or these notions I've had in my head heavily for the past 6 months (we've been together a year) just disappear one day, and I can quit looking at wedding dresses, and my biological clock can fuck right the fuck off.
Man this month being away from him is going to suck. I'm going to go look up flower arrangements kthnx.
When I was a kid, and even when I was engaged, I couldn't see myself really ever getting married. Now when Niko holds my hand within 1 block of a church I start sweating.
What the fuck happened to me? I never thought I'd be so willing to bond my life to another's.
I hope this is either the real thing (and it happens and I'm stoked), or these notions I've had in my head heavily for the past 6 months (we've been together a year) just disappear one day, and I can quit looking at wedding dresses, and my biological clock can fuck right the fuck off.
Man this month being away from him is going to suck. I'm going to go look up flower arrangements kthnx.
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Kyle wore skate shoes, a pair of Volcom pants, and a black pinstripe button up. And a white tie, just to add a little flavor. Didn't even tuck the shirt in.
See?
...and I couldn't have done it better. And if I had to change it, I wouldn't.
Avenue of employment? Research? Are you looking into wedding planning as a full-time gig? THAT would be fucking dope.