sydni

Life gets scarier....but sometimes fun things happen while you're terrified.



Yep....still looking for that job. Going crazy, crying everyday. Binge eating. I ate all my ice cream in one sitting so I wouldn't be tempted to eat it later. I know it doesn't make sense....to you. In my world, that's totally acceptable. I guess old habits that rear it's ugly head under stress really don't die hard. They just don't fucking die.

I finally had a birthday party....the first real one in a decade

Usually, I just tell people where I'm going to be on the day of my birth and junk, but this time I went out on a whim and used my cousins waterfront property as an excuse to drink way too much and celebrate my mom deciding to have sex with a black man. Thanks mom!

She bought me a fucking pony.

That's right, my mother bought me a pony. Of the "my little" kind.
If these are sideways, I apologize.

The pony talks, sings, and shakes its butt. It's fucking delightfully creepy. I wore it in that baby sling all night making it talk to people.

My boyfriend brought me a Hello Kitty birthday cake. It was huge. I squealed with delight. I was such a drunk princess for a day. It was awesome.

In other news:

I have a set going into member review, and I'm going to be shooting a new set by the end of the month if all goes well. So there.

xoxo
Sydni