sydni

So, I'm at home.

1. About 2 hours ago I fell down my stairs, ramming my shoulder a bit, reminding me of my mortality.

2. This morning at 6am, I took mine luff to the airport so he could go to Albany on a business trip. Suck.

I really don't like it when he goes out of town. I want to travel with him.

3. Nothing really new here.....uh, Prom was a lot of fun, and I met some really amazing people, and a couple of crazy people. You guys in that room with that girl know what I'm talking about.

I returned home sore from lack of sleep and walking around the city for hours at a time. It was a bummer it rained most of the time, but at least it was balmy.

I raped H&M not once, but twice. Sorry H&M....you just have basic color goodness.

4. This week I basically spent my time at work, and hanging out with mine luff and his sisters. One of them is visiting from Greece (Greek family) and she's a kick in the fabulous pants. She's basically stunning as shit, should be a model on a runway somewhere, can cook, is sweet and funny, and has great style. Everyone loves the shit out of her. She's like the golden child. People think she shits roses. I can't help but love her though.

Did I mention I want to slap her in the mouth for being so seemingly perfect? Just kidding.


Kind of.

5. One of my friends (same age) is buying a house and basically making all the moves to settle down, and I"m insanely jealous.

I want to settle down!

I am constantly being reminded on my not getting any younger, and I'm still working jobs that well, are under tables and shit. Ya know? Being a burlesque performer doesn't have a shit ton of job security. But I love what I do! So what can I do?

It doesn't help that everyone around me is getting married or thinking about having babies. I want to marry mine luff. I think we will, eventually, but I would be stoked to live with him now.....seeing as 6 out of 7 days we are sleeping and eating together, watching movies and such. We don't like to sleep apart, and it seems silly that our stuff isn't in the same house.

I still want to be a housewife.

6. Being in love with the person you can see yourself going through hell with and still feeling so much love for is a humbling feeling. For the past (almost) 8 months, everything has been lovely. He understands me, can handle my mood swings, and I can read him like a book too. We communicate. The sex is amazing. We understand each other's eccentricities, and let each other have them. Space is given when needed. It's wonderful. I know that it won't always be like this, and we'll hit a hiccup. And unlike other relationships, I'm not scared of it. I have the feeling we'll make it through. I can't see my life without him in it. That's weird.

7. I guess tonight I'm supposed to go out. Big surprise, I don't want to. 2 different plans are vying for my time, but that fall down the stairs made my body cranky.

8. I've been checking out buying a couple sets of cute lingerie for Valentine's day. Really, we're not getting to celebrate it, as he'll be out of town, but when he gets back we'll be having a night
HERE, and eating HERE. I want to have an extra surprise for him....I hope my bag o tricks isn't empty.

This is the lingerie:





What do you think?

9. Here's a picture from Prom.


My best friend, who I call Marbles, is amazing.

10. I feel lazy. This is not good.

EDIT: You may find me sappy, but this is kind of mine luff and mine's song. Because it's english and greek. Laugh if you want...but this song got me through 6 weeks without him...



XOXO